A weekend that puts everything into perspective..
Things I've learnt about myself:
-I am a person who tends to listen very much to my first emotions and act accordingly and before I think.
-I am a person who tends to reason a lot AFTER I've followed my emotions and ends up cursing my first; emotionally guided act.
-I am a person who tends to stress up about things. Not the chilled out type; taking life with a shoulder shrug (I cannot se myself saying things like: "Chiiiiil out, man......", while puffing on a joint). This past year has taught me a lot about this though (*joke: haha).
-Besides all of this I am a reasonably confident person and I trust myself to get where I want to go.
The knowledge about this last statement came to me after this past weekend and it put all the other statements into perspective. No matter how rough it gets I will always trust myself to work it out (even the Irish housing business).
My stomach is (close to) untangled.
It took a weekend. It took getting locked at Jossans moving-in party. It took a dreadful hang-over and a lovely day on the town with my sister (taking care of business I really needed done). It took some sunshine and the company of a very loved friend on a bike around Djurgården. It took a cup of tea and a cinnebun (thanks Andrew for introducing that expression!) in a sunlit café. It took a Saturday night on the sofa with a half-bad movie and half-melted ice-cream. It took a long jog. It took a dinner at grandma's. And I'm there...
Tomorrow is Monday and I'm back at mind blowingly boring, full-time, office job; but that's okay.
....It also took a hot date in the sun with a crayfish-party introduced yankee... but that's another story (and you'll have to tickle it out of me!).
Allt det där visste jag redan om dig, lilla du!