and there she was again...
Just read through my last entry and read about what I called a temporary break.. well.. though long; here I am again. Haven't given the blogg a thought for six months but suddenly there was time and the thought came crawling into my mind. Of course by now the blogg has lost all it's few readers.. truth be told I only wrote for you guys for a short while in the beginning.. I've written this largely for myself.. ego as I am.. but if you ever come to read this.. well, hello!
Since I last wrote, wow, the world has turned, the sky tumbled falling, the sea rose and the stars fell... and it all deposited me where I started: In Båstad. Nothing and everything..
My life this first year at Trinity has been so hectic, so active and so mindblowing that I don't even know if i did anything at all.. I know so many people that I don't even know where they came from.. 74 new "friends" on facebook.. haha lives are measured in facebook cause it shows the content of lives on display..
.. why are people never content.? Or are we only content when we're truly loved? I'm lucky to have friends and family.. If I had them close that would have been all I need...sometimes I find myself longing for something else... then I go for a jog and the sky is blue, the water is glittering down by the foot of the hill, it's downwards sloping and I put my arms out and fly and there is nothing missing in my life.. I can't wait to go to Jämtland with Naomi and Fia.. two best friends and the most beautiful nature on earth.. and all there is to do is talking and excersising.. I need it to function.
If I could wish for one thing in my life right now it would be a little romance.. a fling.. But I'm working to much to have time for it.. I never have time for it..
I wonder if it will take me six months to write again..